Day 20 - A picture of a habit you wish you didn't have.
I have this problem... I get restless.
I want instant results!
Who cares about the future, I want what I want, when I want it! Just ask Logan, I tell him that all the time when he tells me I need to eat something healthy before I eat my cap'n crunch.
I start doing something with really high hopes, and sometimes it works out and it's awesome. Other times, if I'm not super amazing at it, I don't have what it takes to stick with it. "What? I've worked out for 3 days already, and I don't have amazing abs? Forget that, it's back to the junk food and occasional fun cardio whilst playing a game of wii for me."
I'm all Veruca Salt that way. "I want it now!"
Or even with things I totally want to know how to do and would love.
"You mean I'm going to have to practice the drums and make things up on my own to get good at them? Why can't I just instantly know all the songs I want? Where's the fun in that? Maybe I'll try drums again next month..."
After I quit I usually end up becoming pretty disconnected from the whole thing for awhile. Total lack of motivation.
one of these days I'll get on top of the situation.
I have this problem... I get restless.
I want instant results!
Who cares about the future, I want what I want, when I want it! Just ask Logan, I tell him that all the time when he tells me I need to eat something healthy before I eat my cap'n crunch.
I start doing something with really high hopes, and sometimes it works out and it's awesome. Other times, if I'm not super amazing at it, I don't have what it takes to stick with it. "What? I've worked out for 3 days already, and I don't have amazing abs? Forget that, it's back to the junk food and occasional fun cardio whilst playing a game of wii for me."
I'm all Veruca Salt that way. "I want it now!"
Or even with things I totally want to know how to do and would love.
"You mean I'm going to have to practice the drums and make things up on my own to get good at them? Why can't I just instantly know all the songs I want? Where's the fun in that? Maybe I'll try drums again next month..."
After I quit I usually end up becoming pretty disconnected from the whole thing for awhile. Total lack of motivation.
one of these days I'll get on top of the situation.


2 comments:
Katrina! You are MEEEEEE!!!! I love you. Love, Kim
ha ha ha :)
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